
Now, turn around and feel
The world is escaping out of its cocoon,
We're facing the future that lasts only a few seconds,
Even a minute more,
We pray for...
Counting moments and trembling at the thought
Of a reached limit,
'I only want to live'
We're all the same,
There's only a bit left,
And it took off into the future that lasts a minute more...
With the last tears, the last smile,
In the last moment,
You scream your heart out into the sky,
Like how the child inside your mind does,
"If only he were the me right now"
The present would last another minute...
Giving up on a damaged body,
Your existence flies far away
The attached strings are longer and longer,
The world that took off into the future
That didn't know it only faces another present,
You leave all that behind
Or maybe it stays all the same...
With the last tears, the last smile, the last sigh,
In the last second,
You scream your heart out into the world,
"If only I had a second more"
We're all the same
"One day we'll meet again"
The future that began to change into a present
Has no wings,
It fell apart...
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This is my goodbye to you,
Ochida Daisuke R.I.P.
Tags farewell, goodbye, in memorial, mayfly, poetry

I look out from the window,
What is this empty feeling?
Where is the door we always wanted to break down?
I could have reached out with my hand,
But I decided to wonder aimlessly in darkness,
Walking a never-ending road,
It was my purpose.
Closing my eyes,
I prefer not noticing my own sobs,
I know I could just reach out with my hand,
But even now, I can't take any risks.
Why aren't seasons closing and changing for you?
With your eyes shut, you reach a resting point.
While I wonder around in this life,
Searching for something I don't even know,
You accidentally pushed the switch
Closing all the world around yourself.
Knowing everything is limited,
Everything ended and is now too short,
Without desire, just a powerless will,
An answer with no question...
Moving my weight around,
Feeling the air eating me alive,
Everything has a bit of a sweet taste,
The tears and the smiles mix up...
My life in my body went numb,
I close my eyes slowly,
And breathe the truth deeply into my existence.
Shut behind closed doors,
The clock will start time again,
You'll grow powerful wings,
And fly somewhere far away...
Before the limit comes crashing down,
Everything becomes too short, too little,
You shut yourself behind closed eyelids,
Searching for a resting point.
The memory of tears and a smile,
The changing seasons and the time,
The shortness and the deepness of moments,
Beating against my door,
Breaking it down.
Everything is limited and it ended,
It's way too short,
You want me to accept that
Even time sometimes stops?
Now, I search for something I don't even know,
Leading a life I'm not satisfied with,
We're all the same and so different,
I still can't reach out...
Even for me, the limit is far away,
I face a door with closed eyes,
I can't say anything but a worthless "Thank you"
Leaving a small wish behind...
You spread your wings
Matured and flew away,
You closed your eyes
Reached out with your hand
And accepted the warmness of a resting point.
I wonder aimlessly on an empty road,
So I'm going to draw a "Thank you" and a "Goodbye" in the sand,
While moving forward searching for something
I don't even know.
...............................................
Thank you and rest in peace,
Ochida Daisuke
